Trains.

I feel like I have a million things spinning around in my head these days (as usual), and am trying ever wholeheartedly to figure out the answers to all of the things that need answering. My father once made the rather astute observation that throughout my entire life, since I was very young, relationship problems in my life, be it best friends or boys or whathave you, have completely derailed me. My emotional compass is generally guided by those people around me with whom I am intimately connected, and my relationships with them. Yet this semester I have found myself in a very interesting place. Surrounded by very strange men who have an emotional disconnection to their relationships with others that I cannot attempt to relate to, but desperately seek to understand; my friendships shifting rapidly, deliberately and almost wholly; and the promise of learning to entertain myself on the horizon. So it seems I have a lot to say and nothing to say all at the same time, I guess.